WO yong yuan bu hui wang ji ni
ke shi,you shi hou,
wo wang le wo you ni,zhe ge nan peng you
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:40 AM
1:40 AM
Friday, November 27, 2009
wtf i'm angry ,sad ,.crying for.....stupid.....i dont wanna cry and waste my tears anymore.....!!! i just need to find a place to vent my anger..throw tamtrum at..!!! i dk what for but i just hate you hate you hate HATE HATE YOU !!!...WHY must i be there when u're bored or need me..when u have ur friends..u dump me aside..i hate this feeling....i want u to care for me even u're outside with ur friends.....i wish u made me feel part of your life ....even though we wld meet lessser soon.......sometimes..i'm tired of tying.....ARRRGGHH i need to bite someone or throw rocks into the big big sea....beat someone with all my lil strength i have...AAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR
WO yong yuan bu hui wang ji ni
ke shi,you shi hou,
wo wang le wo you ni,zhe ge nan peng you
WO yong yuan bu hui wang ji ni
ke shi,you shi hou,
wo wang le wo you ni,zhe ge nan peng you
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Insecure,fears
hmmph....though we were only tgt for 1 month plus,sometimes the sweetness isnt there anymore.....probably,these few days he is too tired ,therefore moodless to talk ..i hope this is really the case..i'm pretty scared if his feeling for me fade .just like the past....I"AM REALLY SCARED!!! .it took me so long to be with him agn..i went through so much too......i really hope this time it would not end...but i to must be prepared for the worst..as he left me once,he wld another time... right???? ..hmmph .he hasnt said ILOVEU to me ever since we gotten back too...mb its different for the past...=X.....but stil i know needless to say.actions wil do ....but i just love to hear him say that to me ....
how i want to hear you say iloveyou ........
hmmph....though we were only tgt for 1 month plus,sometimes the sweetness isnt there anymore.....probably,these few days he is too tired ,therefore moodless to talk ..i hope this is really the case..i'm pretty scared if his feeling for me fade .just like the past....I"AM REALLY SCARED!!! .it took me so long to be with him agn..i went through so much too......i really hope this time it would not end...but i to must be prepared for the worst..as he left me once,he wld another time... right???? ..hmmph .he hasnt said ILOVEU to me ever since we gotten back too...mb its different for the past...=X.....but stil i know needless to say.actions wil do ....but i just love to hear him say that to me ....
how i want to hear you say iloveyou ........
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
8:23 AM
8:23 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
i dk what is this...=X
his "ex" tag at my blog saying how sweet we were and telling me during their 2 months they nv meet up.....mb she's just telling me but its also like to spite me telling me and everyone THEY were gt before and stuff.....i know i should not feel anything because me and him tgt for 33 months before..WTH why am i feeling so childish and all....i wish i was more mature....
his "ex" tag at my blog saying how sweet we were and telling me during their 2 months they nv meet up.....mb she's just telling me but its also like to spite me telling me and everyone THEY were gt before and stuff.....i know i should not feel anything because me and him tgt for 33 months before..WTH why am i feeling so childish and all....i wish i was more mature....
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
8:49 PM
8:49 PM
Monday, November 2, 2009
I LOVE YOU....
that saturday i was pretty sian and tired..but mb i really cant let it go or perhaps i still need time....though u are alrd mine...when i hear u all talk abt her...i wld feel sour bitter inside...because the chalet was a great blow to me when u ........and i rmb in the past though we were tgt u liked her too but u alwys denied ..but sometimes u dont have to say i can feel it too....u may say i acuse u but still i will nv change how i think ..... i wanted to tell u how i feel..but b4 we get tgt i rmb what i promised so i jsut keep it isnide....i really hope to tell u how i feel ..i really want too...i dont wanna feel tt i'm alone facing tihs....but afterall when we were at her hse...i guess u knew ur limits..u didnt distrub her as much as the past....
but to tell the truth...smehow i always wanna know the truth how u feel abt her now and than.....though now we both are alrd good :D i'm afriad in the time to come..u will fall for her agn like the past....i'm really scared...but now i can only write it here to avoid quarrel or mb breakup ...
that saturday i was pretty sian and tired..but mb i really cant let it go or perhaps i still need time....though u are alrd mine...when i hear u all talk abt her...i wld feel sour bitter inside...because the chalet was a great blow to me when u ........and i rmb in the past though we were tgt u liked her too but u alwys denied ..but sometimes u dont have to say i can feel it too....u may say i acuse u but still i will nv change how i think ..... i wanted to tell u how i feel..but b4 we get tgt i rmb what i promised so i jsut keep it isnide....i really hope to tell u how i feel ..i really want too...i dont wanna feel tt i'm alone facing tihs....but afterall when we were at her hse...i guess u knew ur limits..u didnt distrub her as much as the past....but to tell the truth...smehow i always wanna know the truth how u feel abt her now and than.....though now we both are alrd good :D i'm afriad in the time to come..u will fall for her agn like the past....i'm really scared...but now i can only write it here to avoid quarrel or mb breakup ...
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:03 PM
2:03 PM
