i've gave up on counting because i know the answer in my heart...actually i ;ve waited more than a year ...a year + 4 months?? so 2 days after that wonderful night we had tgt he was already with his new gal.....yeah all he tells me all day ( IS FOR FUN ONLY...PLAYING ONLY ) but telling her ( OH ITS OVER ME AND MY EX).....my gosh....i dnno which to believe...everyone thinks that i;m the one not letting you go ,only loving you....didnt u tell them u love me too???last night was sucha disppointment...if u cared u wld come....if u cared u wld not leave me alone will all the blackies and shiver in the cold night....if u care u wld give up ur outing after work and come.....see what u say u like/love me doenst show in ur action dear alvin !!! guessed who i saw today....ur gf with a bunch of ppl...i doubt she recognised me but i do ....i dunno how to descirbe the feeling..at least i didnt see u holding hands with her ..it wld be worst...!!
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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