hmm it has been quite awhile since i've blogged here .....its like a week since i saw and contacted him :D......but deep down its really horrible.....anyways...after hearing from fabian ..i felt much better.....fabian said he think alvin still got feelings but dk what to do ...at the same point playing with his current gf.... but as u can see it might not be true...because i myself feel alvin doesnt love me anymore...secondly though he's palying with the gf,he sure have feelings right.....i mean it hurts to see ur loved one bring with another one.... but now i jsut wish to study ......2 papers left.....when my holidays come i wish i cld accomapny u whenever u are free..but i doubt u will ask me.....i wish i cld do so much more for you .but of course i cant knowing u have a gf now....it would be evil to do so u know : missing you and just wanna spend time tgt...like nights at ur grandma's place......even though we are not tgt.....hmmph....
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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