5th day...i 'm really wondering why hasnt he text me yet...:( ...i seriously miss him and i really wanna go and find him after work today if he's working..or mb he;s out with his gf...i dk.....i'm trying to be happy...i really cant :(.....and today its sunday..the feeling is even worst..:(....heartache is really the worst pain ever......everyone has their love problems....how i wish i can be among the blessed couples.....i dont mind not having a status with you because all these while sometimes what we do its like couple but i'm not ur gf...but if we had a status tgt it wld be better....i dont have to care for u secretly........in public we cld walk hand in hand ....i dont want any rich bf,real smart,real goodlooking one....i just wanna be with someone ordinary...like you .....though u are ordinary.....u are unique because u make me smile like the way i always do from my heart...:) ...i've lost that smile since u left...i dont need you to treat me like all the other guys treat their gf....i just want u to be faithful with me and love me tts all (edited) i dk why but i feel so angry now !!!!and u know during these few months what we;ve been doing at times...i really wonder were u attached..? i really dont wanna accpet that u 've become a player...how can u say ( u still have feelings for me ) while being with some hongster ahlian shit...!!!! you are way much nicer than those players outside...or have u really turned into 1 of them ...? you say u are just playing with them....but see those mushy stuff u say or do it just turns me off....u dk how sad u made me feel when u play with other gals and still saying theres feelings for me....
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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